My Life Timeline

  • Born In Madrid

    1990

  • Extra in Tv series and movies

    2010

  • Based in the UK for four years. Degree in teaching. Worked in Primary schools and private nurseries.

    2014

  • Qualified as a coach through animas ICF in London

    2017

  • Eleven days in complete isolation in the beautiful mountains of Lanjaron. An intensive dedicated to meditation. Plus another four days working with plant medicine

    2018

  • Qualified through a training called Samurai Coaching Dojo. I´ve got a cool samurai sword to prove that!

    2019

  • The Forge, a nine months intensive, ontological training for coaching and leaders.

    2021 to 2022

I’m an Obsessive perfectionist, high-performer, with a background in education, and now an Existential Coach.

To the outside world, life was getting better and better, but deep down it was never enough no matter how much I´d achieve which had me feeling I wasn´t enough in regards to the impact I felt I was meant to create on this world.

On some level, I knew that I was never alone, but often felt lonely and inadequate.

From fear, I´d show up as robotic, apathetic, irrelevant, and arrogant, which had an impact on the level of intimacy I had access to and led to others relate to me as cold and distant.

From fear, I would live a life that I could manage and control but not necessarily the life I truly longed for. I was archiving things but life felt heartless and serious.

It was a true edge to lean in into pleasure and joy, for the longest time, my life became an expression of getting it “right” and doing what I “should” do.

I couldn’t keep on this path.

I had to let go of knowing all of the answers (or doing the research and discovering them myself), and allow another human to impact me — deeply.

In my journey, I had to learn how to

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Experience my feelings, especially with my relationship to and with anger.

Open my heart (The ability to love more deeply also means allowing your heart to be broken)

Let go of my propensity for being right (Because as long as you know all the answers, no one can ever truly impact you);

Let go of my need to look for answers outside of myself, always looking for the right way to do things, the right ways to be.

Let go of the belief that following my deepest joy would make me irresponsible and won´t lead to success.

Work through trauma and fear of rejection which had me believe and experience myself as deeply insecure.

Let go of the belief that the weight of the world is on my shoulders and with it, create a deeper relationship with trust.

Let go of some of my stories around “ this is how I am” and learn to connect with others at all levels.

Re-discover the essence of who I truly am as Love, Wisdom, Spirit, Commitment, and Truth.

And What I’ve Discovered is that

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The more I continue doing this work, I notice that behind our fears lie our greatest desires. I help those who long for deep truth and excellence to uncover those desires, confront hidden fears, and create a new adventure. This is my dharma in life. Support you to reach higher levels of performance, integrity, and freedom.

We’re playing to have you transform your life into one that you love, forever.